Monday, November 20, 2006

Negative energy; negative vibe. This is what I have been experiencing from people around me. Why are they so negative? Why do they keep saying that their lives suck? And the thing is, they keep complaining all day, everyday! Sorry, for those who think I am talking abt you. It is just that all these negative vibe is really getting to me.

Not that I have not been through that. The fact is, I had been through that. And hence I know it is not a good feeling. So why stay in that negative-ness? Get out of it and be free!

I had been through all that. Rebelling, rejecting, doubting God. It sucked big time. Looking back, I find myself damn stupid. I could have got out of that depression with just a prayer and I didn't. Stupid. If only I turn to God sooner, I could have gotten rid of all these stupid feelings of defeat.

Why do you doubt God? I dun understand. These people say that they love and trust God. But if you trust God, then why can't you be happy and contented? If you know God is good, then why so upset with life? Yes, life is not good in this messed-up world. Cos this world belongs to the prince of darkness. But you and I belong to the KING OF THE UNIVERSE. If you can't control your feelings, tell God n He will always set u free from all bondages.

No, correct that. He HAD ALREADY set us free from ALL bondages. We just have to BELIEVE it. Yes. I know it is not easy to believe. But which one would u choose? Be depressed and defeated, or be contented and free cos Someone is taking care of you?

11:30 PM