Friday, March 07, 2008

A look, a word, a smile, a rumour.

These 4 small things made a HUGE impact today.

A look ---
betrays my insensitiveness, selfishness and unknowingly, I hurt a child of God. I'm sorry, Father. I truly am. The thing that affects me most is not that I realise I am 'bad' in a way. It is also not so much as I hurt her. But what affects me the most is that, in doing this, I hurt God the most cos I hurt His child.

A word ---
that I said unknowingly, that I thought was just a causal remark, encourages a child of God. It is not just a simple prayer. The words I uttered were what God wanted me to say at that point. Thank You, Father, for Your amazing works.

A smile --
that I know he will catch and that he will know that I know. Just that simple gesture, a smile, will let him know we care and his Daddy God loves him and has not forgotten him, despite how far he may feel he is from God.

A rumour ---
that is spread that cuts me deep. A rumour that is not based on anything concrete. A rumour that made my heart sink to the very bottom of my heart. A rumour that makes me feel stupid.

11:26 PM